Everyone wants me to be honest
Share how i really feel,
But nothing i say would change how you really feel.
I cant make you see a future that you dont.
I cant make you promise that i’d be in it because you wont.
I want to spend more nights with you without making you feel pressured, but i dont want to sell myself short either.
Am i holding on to a broken dream or does God have plans for you and me?
We may not have to be together, but i want us to enjoy our lives together as long as you dont get another.
This aint like picking a car, there aint no specials, no deals, no warranty and damn sure aint no guarantee that one day you’ll decide you want only me.
Lifes weird that way…. and i wish there was something i could say
Or a sign of a future including us one day
Because i’d quit stressin
The time we shared was a blessing
That i’d hate for someone else to receive
But the thing about meeting a real life Angel is that you have to understand they have many lives to touch.
They cant be possessed or owned no matter how much you’re afraid to let them go.
And i get that..
I just dont like that.
So excuse me while i keep my thoughts to myself about something i cant change.
But I pray to God it work outs for me one day.